I am past tired of being completely unsatisfied with myself. The most frustrating thing for me is that I really work at being healthy. Until a little over a month ago (when I got poison ivy) I worked out 30-45 minutes every day. Since then I have being riding my road bike usually 10 miles a day. I hardly eat any "junk" food, and have an abundance of fruits and veggies. I haven't had red meat in months and still weight 188. I peaked 8 months ago at 195. I know that part of my problem is I eat too much. (see below at my food) I need to figure out how many cals I should be getting. The nutrition guide says 2400.... but is that too much? I have seen P90X working for Mike and I know that no one else is as similar to me as him. I feel like I am in good enough shape that just a "normal" workout doesn't have the impact on me that it should. I like the idea behind this program and I am going to give it my all.Yesterday I did the fitness test and was of course disappointed. 1:40 min on the wall, not even a full pull-up (although I can do pull-ups with my hands facing in), 10 push-ups, 30 in & outs. Nothing was as bad as the pictures. I look pregnant. I will post them here, but no just yet. I have to get the courage up first.So today is my first official day! Got some protein powder and a chin-up bar... 150 lb me, here I come!!!
Finished Chest & back & abs... well some of abs. the rubber band i was using popped and messed up my hand a bit. does recovery drinks work for that too? : )
B: oatmeal (320 cal / 8 p)
S: bar (170 cal / 8 p)
L: superfood (280 / 4)
protein (440 / 33)
D: tortilla soup (400 / 20)
chest & back & absS: protein shake (120 / 20)
1730 cals / 93 protein